Work Angst

White Flag

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it well I'd still have felt it,
where's the sense in that
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were but

I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble,
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over" then I'm sure that that makes sense but

I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet, which I'm sure we will
All that was there, will be there still
I'll let it pass, and hold my tongue
And you will think, that I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be

it's my sister's birthday.  she's now 26 years old.  jeez.  my life must really be boring if i'm taking down notes of other people's lives.

there was so much i missed during my highschool years.  i'm trying to reminisce..  si LALA man gud oi.  daghan kaayong memories during highschool.

i don't really know what happened with me during that period.  i literally drew back into my shell especially during the last two years.  if my classmates went out, i don't go with them.  for some strange reason i was so paranoid and had lack of self esteem. 

if other people were drinking and smoking themselves to death to pass their transcendance from childhood to teen years, i drew my shell around me.  i spent my last few highschool years miserable and wondering why i can no longer connect with people i've been friends with since elementary.

what am i trying to say?  i dont know.  i'm just trying to pass time while these two co-QA's are arguing. haaaaaayyyyyyy........

Lotus Totus

ONE . Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO . Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE . Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want

FOUR . When you say, "I love you," mean it.

FIVE . When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.

SIX . Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN . Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT . Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE . Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way

to live life completely.

TEN . In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN . Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE . Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN . When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

FOURTEEN . REMEMBER THAT GREAT LOVE AND GREAT ACHIEVEMENTS INVOLVE GREAT RISKS.

FIFTEEN . Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN . When you lose, don't lose the lesson

SEVENTEEN . Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN . DON'T LET A LITTLE DISPUTE INJURE A GREAT FRIENDSHIP.

NINETEEN . When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY . Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY-ONE . Spend some time alone.

Love's Philosophy

The fountains mingle with the river,
And the rivers with the ocean;
The winds of heaven mix for ever
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single;
All things, by a law divine,
In one another's being mingle —
Why not I with thine?

See! the mountains kiss high heaven,
And the waves clasp one another;
No sister flower would be forgiven
If it disdained its brother;
And the sunlight clasps the earth,
And the moonbeams kiss the sea:—
What are all these kissings worth,
If thou kiss not me?

- Percy Bysshe Shelley